Alexander Erwik

Sometimes I do think to myself. What's going to become of me. I want to make people around me proud. But it seems that whatever I do, won't make me successful. Just a temporary happy feeling once I finished a task given to me. Education is what most say to be successful. But what can Mechatronics and dealing with wires do?

I really envy, Alexander. He work as Editor in Chief at one of Swedens most popular internet magazines - Finest.se. Some people refer to him as the 'Perez Hilton' of Sweden.
He's so famous! He's surrounded with people all the time. He's like "Danial" from Ugly Betty, the editor & chief. I thought that its just a fairy tale. But Alexander is really one of them.

Whatever he wants or needs, its always there. He's living his life, yet he's only 33 years old!

I looked into his photos in Facebook. So many parties that he went. So many events that he's in. People really love him. As for me, I lead a very boring life! Its rare that a friend invites me to anywhere. Photos of Alexander in Billboards. Its like Heaven! But when I look at myself, I'm just a college drop out (once in a while). When I look at myself, I see a person who's not sure about living. What's more about dreams and aspirations.

Looking at Alexander and his success makes me feel so low to the ground. Its one of those moments when you feel like putting your whole head in the toilet bowl and lush it 10 times, just to make that feeling go down the sewer. I guess its a good thing, to push me harder. I envy him. I wanted to be just like him. But.. Sigh.

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